Minggu, 04 Juli 2010
Hiro :(
Yep thats the name of my crush, but i found he liked another girl huh :(, i asked denisa to ask him if he likes me or not, she told me that maybe hiro just like me as friend.. hmm this is really disappointing, i feel like wanna sing anggun song tittled i ll be allright, lol. tho i still have chance since he doesnt have gf, but this is just crack, its the damn version of denisa anyway haha, i never have pain like this, but i dunno why since i m right 17 y o, i need a boy that always care with me :(
Jumat, 02 Juli 2010
my japanese crush? lol
i just woke up, n here is 10am lol, woke up so late, n i slept early ww, last night i was facebooking with my jpnse crush lol, i m happy i thought he wouldnt online so he read my comment about him lol, but he still acted normally i dunno whether he feels the same or not lol, u know jpnse r fool with that stuff xD, many my frineds wish we could be together lol but i dont know, let's see :D
Kamis, 01 Juli 2010
Tomohon Flower Festival and The Tomohon International Choir Competition (TICC)
The cool mountain city of Tomohon in North Sulawesi will hold the second Tomohon Flower Festival from 20 – 24 July to promote Tomohon as the City of Flowers. Highlight of the event is the Tournament of Flowers on 23 July when floral floats from the regencies in North Sulawesi and throughout Indonesia will parade down Tomohon’s main street. Accompanying the floats are marching bands, dance groups and gaily decorated traditional horse-drawn carts, known here as “bendi’s”. An independent panel will judge the best floats, performances and bendi’s.
While from the 20-23 July the Tomohon Flower Queen will be chosen from among a pageant of Minahasa beauties, said Tomohon mayor Jefferson S.M. Rumajar at a press conference at the Ministry of Tourism and Culture in Jakarta.
Tomohon is a comfortable one hour’s drive from Manado, capital city of North Sulawesi.
Still in conjunction with efforts to promote Tomohon as a flower and cultural tourism destination, the Tomohon International Choir Competition (TICC) will be held here from 18 – 21 August which comprise competitions in categories for best Children’s Choir , Youth Choir, Mixed Choir, Male Choir, Female Choir, Senior Mixed Choir, Musica Sacra, Gospel & Spiritual, Pop & Jazz, and Folklore.
Participants hail from Indonesia and international participation, where a number of categories will be judged by an international panel, said mayor Jefferson.
Meanwhile, Director General for Tourism Marketing, Sapta Nirwandar, said that his Ministry supports the Tomohon Flower Festival, which is one of Indonesia’s 10 top core events, considering, moreover, that Manado’s tourism infrastructure and hotel facilities have been far improved after Manado hosted the World Ocean Conference in 2009 while Bunaken is one of Indonesia’s best and most popular dive sites.
Roy Suryo is the master of telematic in Indonesia, this pic is really WTH!! lol
for non . Indonesians: It means he can identify anyone who got lolita complex, as you know i m a big fan of lolita so bad, i just found this pic in my fb's friend, OMG i really wanna laughing out loud about this xD.
Park yong ha passed away? OMG cant believe this, this is the news..
Korean actor and singer Park Yong Ha (32) was found dead in Seoul Nonhyundong on the 30th (KST), hanging lifeless from a camcorder-charging cable at his own house.
According to police, Park Yong Ha was discovered dead at around 5:30 AM by his mother. The cause of death is likely suicide, but further details are still under wraps. Although this news was just announced, ‘Park Yong Ha’ immediately took the number one spot on Naver and other search engines across Korea. His body is now resting at Seoul St. Mary’s hospital.
It’s been reported that Mr. Park was seen walking to his room after massaging his father’s legs and back at around 0:40am. Park Yong Ha was repeatedly saying “I am sorry” to his family and his father, who is suffering from terminal stomach cancer.
Park Yong Ha is well-known for his roles in many hit dramas, including Winter Sonata, Men’s Story and On Air. Beside his successful drama career, Park Yong Ha is also quite famous in Japan as well, with several Japanese single albums. He was also set to play the lead role in Love Song, an upcoming Korean drama adaptation of the Chinese movie, Comrades: Almost a Love Story (甜蜜蜜) alongside Yoon Eun Hye.
It’s a tragedy to lose such a talented actor so early in his life; our condolences go out to Park Yong Ha’s family. His funeral procession will take place on July 2nd.
Selasa, 29 Juni 2010
Traveling in Japan's Countryside - Get out of town!
Planning a trip to Japan? No doubt you've planned visits to key attractions in Tokyo, Osaka, or other major cities. Good, they'll be worth the trip and any major city can offer more enjoyable sites than you'll have time to see. A number of travel agencies can provide lists of hotspots for incredible shopping, nightlife and fine dining unlike any other place on earth. Even if it's Japan's ancient culture you seek, shrines and castles within a city like Tokyo will educate and enlighten you. So what could be missing from such a fabulous vacation? Getting off the beaten path as they say, that's what.
Having traveled in large cities, small towns and the rural countryside, I feel compelled to share a few thoughts, and maybe a few precautions with first-time visitors to Japan. My first thought... get out of town, but keep reading before taking my advice.
If you wish to have a true cultural experience then nothing beats visiting small towns where tour buses don't stop. Driving your own car is the only way to go here. There are rental car companies in Japan which specialize in servicing tourists. Don't worry about driving on the "wrong side" as you'll quickly become used to it.
Precautions: You'll need to take a "personal adventure level" reading before embarking on this trip. Unless you speak some Japanese, communication will be very limited. Carry a pen, paper and map at all times. Most Japanese do not speak conversational English. This is especially true once you leave the cities behind. Lodging, dining and even getting gas will take more effort. Imagine driving through the rural US and speaking no English, how would you get along? I spoke no Japanese whatsoever when I first drove about the country and did fine. It was challenging but just as rewarding. I do recommend that others learn some Japanese first. It would be so much easier. Benefits: I guarantee that if you travel for even a short time in the rural country, you will have stories unmatched by any friends who stayed on guided city tours. The best part is - I can't tell you what they'll be. Do stop at local restaurants and points of interest. Do make an effort to communicate with those around you. You will find that as a whole the Japanese are very friendly and welcoming to foreign visitors. There will be exceptions but not many. Along your country journey you'll find; people who have never met a foreigner and have many questions for you, shops selling items you have never seen and restaurants with short menus serving true and affordable Japanese food. It's the people you'll meet (if you make an effort) that you'll most remember.
Japan is very diverse in culture and climate from North to South. While many articles (such as this one) speak of Japan as a singular destination, the fact is that you need to consider the particular region or prefecture(s) you plan to visit and plan your trip accordingly. When planning your trip I suggest dropping us a line in the Japan Travel & Living forum to see if we can help with any particular questions or concerns. We're happy to help if we can.
Having traveled in large cities, small towns and the rural countryside, I feel compelled to share a few thoughts, and maybe a few precautions with first-time visitors to Japan. My first thought... get out of town, but keep reading before taking my advice.
If you wish to have a true cultural experience then nothing beats visiting small towns where tour buses don't stop. Driving your own car is the only way to go here. There are rental car companies in Japan which specialize in servicing tourists. Don't worry about driving on the "wrong side" as you'll quickly become used to it.
Precautions: You'll need to take a "personal adventure level" reading before embarking on this trip. Unless you speak some Japanese, communication will be very limited. Carry a pen, paper and map at all times. Most Japanese do not speak conversational English. This is especially true once you leave the cities behind. Lodging, dining and even getting gas will take more effort. Imagine driving through the rural US and speaking no English, how would you get along? I spoke no Japanese whatsoever when I first drove about the country and did fine. It was challenging but just as rewarding. I do recommend that others learn some Japanese first. It would be so much easier. Benefits: I guarantee that if you travel for even a short time in the rural country, you will have stories unmatched by any friends who stayed on guided city tours. The best part is - I can't tell you what they'll be. Do stop at local restaurants and points of interest. Do make an effort to communicate with those around you. You will find that as a whole the Japanese are very friendly and welcoming to foreign visitors. There will be exceptions but not many. Along your country journey you'll find; people who have never met a foreigner and have many questions for you, shops selling items you have never seen and restaurants with short menus serving true and affordable Japanese food. It's the people you'll meet (if you make an effort) that you'll most remember.
Japan is very diverse in culture and climate from North to South. While many articles (such as this one) speak of Japan as a singular destination, the fact is that you need to consider the particular region or prefecture(s) you plan to visit and plan your trip accordingly. When planning your trip I suggest dropping us a line in the Japan Travel & Living forum to see if we can help with any particular questions or concerns. We're happy to help if we can.
my life, WHAT A DRAMA !!
So this time i gonna tell you bout my life, its like a drama, my childhood days was just the best i bet, coz i was a cheerfull tomboy lil girl even i made my friends who r boys cried! hehe, remember i was just a lil kid, then maybe God just ordained something bad, when i was 3 y o my bro's friend who was my neighbour fu*ked me n in some other day another guy did it again to me, hmm u know i knew nothing in that age n i acted normally but when later i m in my teens when i understand i m worried so much, but i dont tell anyone about that(well now just my close online friends who isnt in my country too), even i dont tell my parents i m just too shy to tell it and it has been along time ago, well it could be too private but i wanna publish this only in my blog. Then when was in 6th something happened again in my life, i found that my father wasnt well, i meant sick, but sick of.. u know.. like a pschyco, he impeached my mother if she put chemical medicine , poison or something to his foods or coffee, when he s flu he impeached her if she made him flu or another thing like he s stomachache n blah blah, it happened since along time before i was in 6th but that time was a bit more cruel, he was angry, he screamed very loud, did harrash thing, etc to my mom in front of me, n my father is an army anyway so sure he got strong body u know, i was in elementary school i still didnt understand enough, its just like hurt, i was so afraid, i cried, i felt like in a telenovela u know, i aint the telenovela viewer, i am one of the actress n i wish i were the viewer only, i only watch the drama.
Luckily my father wanted to take his medicine again, he was good enough if he took medicine, that time he didnt take medicine. Well my junior high school life was going well, just usual teens, just some puppy love, boys yelled at me, i was quiet girl in 7th grade but just coz of teens things that i see it as usual thing, in the 2nd semester a gang who were popular in the class just like wanna accompany me, they wanted to be friends with me, they felt sorry i was kind but the boys always tricked me haha, so i changed day by day, u know just like a nerdy girl that in a gang now so changed a lot sure u often see it in teens hollywood movie haha, my 8th grade life was much better, it was all bout teens life, hang out wiv BFF, my BFF influenced me to interested in football stuff haha ''go PERSIB!!" a local football club one haha i missed that moments anyway, my father was nice too, he was just like our private driver where ever we wanna hang out! well that time i didnt care bwt my family too much coz i have friends too. in 9th they changed the headmaster n they changed the class, i was still with one friend but another friend, different class , we cried, haha. i found another friends in my new class that quite changed me alot so i was bit naughty girl, n well i graduated with a bit naughty.
My senior high school life..this is more dramas, many conflicts n complicated! 10th grade.. hmm i still acted like childish junior high school at the 1st, i changed my nametag from SARA MARIA FITRISARI to PARIS HILTON! and the name tag PARIS HILTON i changed it from black.white to black.purple, and about the school tag too from SMA 14 BANDUNG to BRITISH INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL, this is just my childish act, i didnt know that ParisHilton was that bad, i only knew she was a singer, that was it, but later i knew she had scandal s*x n i found out she was very bad girl, so i wore the original name n school tag again, but the boys just already noticed that n maybe think bad things about me eerrrr i dont care anyway, this 10th grade really changed me, in that time i still keep contact with junior high classmates n i have a pain on them, when they were busy with their own school n stuffs, a good friend at class was angry with me too, she was the smartest girl in class, i cheated on her, lol, so i have a pain on her too, she s the one who influenced me alot about Japan stuffs, shes such an otaku. i felt like i have no friends anymore, i changed, i was quiet again, i realized i did many mistakes, i was bad girl, i lied to my mom whenever she asked me to pray i prentent pray, but i wasnt, i always did it, maybe God wanna punish me, i felt lonely in this world, n so that was i just found my true identity, i found God, i meant not coz of my family who ask me to pray, but i did it without force, with happily, just live in peace, its like Khalled Hosseini the writer of The Kite Runner find his God , written in the book. But i still had to beat what i did, my school life sucks, i felt like dont have friend, i didnt wanna apologize my bad to her coz i was childish still n i didnt even wanna have friends anymore, i wanted to move, hmm.
Finally 11th, i thought i could make friends, i had decided that i wanted have friends, but not close friends, i didnt wanna have pains anymore. N the boys there just fine coz they i didnt know bwt me, u know about PARIS HILTON things.. i enjoyed went out with family, i never cheat anymore, i did my homeworks, i was more religious, ahh just lived in peace, i was normal girl, this is what i want, hmm such paradise for me at that time. Well the 2nd semester, i think the boys already know bwt that n act like eeww like they say 'WTF??? n i didnt really care , what was on earth i wanna say to them was 'go do what u want, my life is happy with family n God, its just enough' . But i felt like i was a prickly mess, i meant like i borrowed someone's eraser n i lost it, i was very careless, so i didnt wanna close with classmates, i just did everything with my own n day by day i passed was more quiet n more quiet again, hmm without friends were no good, i realized ToT,.
Ahh 12th now, after that i d b graduate! But so many probs! from school problems until family again! i was more outsider in class, seem no one in the class care bwt me! i did wanna have normal friendship with them all but it was just too late! a coquettish gang just made advantage of me, like see my homework, cheat on me, always accompany if they just need me, huh, but i cant deny them, i dunno why, maybe that was the consequence what i did in the past, karma exist, ok just enjoy it then. 2nd semester, i had a classmate, good enough, i told bout my story to her a bit, nice. But i couldnt believe that my father was sick again, his pschyco! he didnt wanna take medicine anymore, so y'all can guess, this was really made me cry, more sad coz this time my bro wasnt with me, he lived in Jakarta, i was alone, that time i understood, i was fucked many problems, i was an outsiders at school and i saw my father kicked, punched, clapped,etc to my mom, my sadness that i couldnt explain with words, it has been a year he returned phshyco again, n almost a year too i watch that harrashments, my hearts often wanna scream out loud. well i prefer being outsider rather than see my faher went pshyco again, whenever it happens i feel like what unthanksfull person I am! my father was better, but u were a bad girl, why not u be nice? why u often lied ur parents? u must respect them, where r u when everything was allright?
This pains of the probs ,, hmm just fucked up, study for the final national exams while i got probs that made me frustated so much, father screamed, father angry with no reason, my friends just took advantes bout me, classmates cheat on me mostly at English class, finally my mom got out of our house for 2 weeks. After his phsyco my father didnt remember what he did, uhmm i was mad on him tho, he just talked bwt sh*t that my mom was impatient wife, not understand her husband etc in my mind " who could be patient if u keep doing harrash thing to ur wife? plz dont be like this anymore!"
In my complicated probs, a junior high classmate asked me to join the business that he n many friends build seriously, yeah its MLM, ppl seem to underistimate this business anyway, its not like MLM that u kno, coz we focus to make ppl success, not much money but bad atittude, but really success, i sold my fav posessive to join the business, the school business is awesome, we had such self development its the most important , not money, ppl think about money, but we think bwt self development, that teach us about 'what u ll do for ur future? just go to school n uni , n u aint really focus study but hang out with friends have fun, spend all ur parents; money? after that graduated in uni, then look for a job that u ll find it difficult to get a job? how if ur parents passed away b4 u get a job? do ur best for ppl that u love plz! ur mom gave birth to u , she even put life on the line. n u just have fun , spend her money? come on u have to put ur life onthe line too for her!' eww this was just awesome, true motivators, i did presentation almost everyday i enjoyed the positive environments too. It has been some monhts maybe, but after i graduated my mom took me to go out too, yeah i should leave the business too maybe, i aint sure i still wanna be in, but.. how if my father found me? Let God tells me what best for me :).
Living without my father is much better, last week my mom n I went back to home n we lived there just 1week, he was still the pshyco, i didnt know my father real character anymore, for me the real father just passed away, my father is nice, not cruel, 1 week we lived there, i felt strange too, i wanna live with my mom only, and now we left him again, i even dont wanna meet him anymore, unless he changes, but still i ll have the strange feelings again i guess. I hope i ll get new peacefull live, n sometime i m worried coz what they did when i was 3 y o, i m worried if my future husband doesnt believe me n think i m a bad girl, u know like paris hilton , someone that i dont like so bad, until now it seems boys always tricked me or something, is it a cursed? i dont know.. i have many trauma with boys, i just need a guy that care about me, n Thanks God coz of u i m a stronger girl compare with in the past, i hope i ll face all my problems, n sure just one thing that i want PEACEFULL.
Luckily my father wanted to take his medicine again, he was good enough if he took medicine, that time he didnt take medicine. Well my junior high school life was going well, just usual teens, just some puppy love, boys yelled at me, i was quiet girl in 7th grade but just coz of teens things that i see it as usual thing, in the 2nd semester a gang who were popular in the class just like wanna accompany me, they wanted to be friends with me, they felt sorry i was kind but the boys always tricked me haha, so i changed day by day, u know just like a nerdy girl that in a gang now so changed a lot sure u often see it in teens hollywood movie haha, my 8th grade life was much better, it was all bout teens life, hang out wiv BFF, my BFF influenced me to interested in football stuff haha ''go PERSIB!!" a local football club one haha i missed that moments anyway, my father was nice too, he was just like our private driver where ever we wanna hang out! well that time i didnt care bwt my family too much coz i have friends too. in 9th they changed the headmaster n they changed the class, i was still with one friend but another friend, different class , we cried, haha. i found another friends in my new class that quite changed me alot so i was bit naughty girl, n well i graduated with a bit naughty.
My senior high school life..this is more dramas, many conflicts n complicated! 10th grade.. hmm i still acted like childish junior high school at the 1st, i changed my nametag from SARA MARIA FITRISARI to PARIS HILTON! and the name tag PARIS HILTON i changed it from black.white to black.purple, and about the school tag too from SMA 14 BANDUNG to BRITISH INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL, this is just my childish act, i didnt know that ParisHilton was that bad, i only knew she was a singer, that was it, but later i knew she had scandal s*x n i found out she was very bad girl, so i wore the original name n school tag again, but the boys just already noticed that n maybe think bad things about me eerrrr i dont care anyway, this 10th grade really changed me, in that time i still keep contact with junior high classmates n i have a pain on them, when they were busy with their own school n stuffs, a good friend at class was angry with me too, she was the smartest girl in class, i cheated on her, lol, so i have a pain on her too, she s the one who influenced me alot about Japan stuffs, shes such an otaku. i felt like i have no friends anymore, i changed, i was quiet again, i realized i did many mistakes, i was bad girl, i lied to my mom whenever she asked me to pray i prentent pray, but i wasnt, i always did it, maybe God wanna punish me, i felt lonely in this world, n so that was i just found my true identity, i found God, i meant not coz of my family who ask me to pray, but i did it without force, with happily, just live in peace, its like Khalled Hosseini the writer of The Kite Runner find his God , written in the book. But i still had to beat what i did, my school life sucks, i felt like dont have friend, i didnt wanna apologize my bad to her coz i was childish still n i didnt even wanna have friends anymore, i wanted to move, hmm.
Finally 11th, i thought i could make friends, i had decided that i wanted have friends, but not close friends, i didnt wanna have pains anymore. N the boys there just fine coz they i didnt know bwt me, u know about PARIS HILTON things.. i enjoyed went out with family, i never cheat anymore, i did my homeworks, i was more religious, ahh just lived in peace, i was normal girl, this is what i want, hmm such paradise for me at that time. Well the 2nd semester, i think the boys already know bwt that n act like eeww like they say 'WTF??? n i didnt really care , what was on earth i wanna say to them was 'go do what u want, my life is happy with family n God, its just enough' . But i felt like i was a prickly mess, i meant like i borrowed someone's eraser n i lost it, i was very careless, so i didnt wanna close with classmates, i just did everything with my own n day by day i passed was more quiet n more quiet again, hmm without friends were no good, i realized ToT,.
Ahh 12th now, after that i d b graduate! But so many probs! from school problems until family again! i was more outsider in class, seem no one in the class care bwt me! i did wanna have normal friendship with them all but it was just too late! a coquettish gang just made advantage of me, like see my homework, cheat on me, always accompany if they just need me, huh, but i cant deny them, i dunno why, maybe that was the consequence what i did in the past, karma exist, ok just enjoy it then. 2nd semester, i had a classmate, good enough, i told bout my story to her a bit, nice. But i couldnt believe that my father was sick again, his pschyco! he didnt wanna take medicine anymore, so y'all can guess, this was really made me cry, more sad coz this time my bro wasnt with me, he lived in Jakarta, i was alone, that time i understood, i was fucked many problems, i was an outsiders at school and i saw my father kicked, punched, clapped,etc to my mom, my sadness that i couldnt explain with words, it has been a year he returned phshyco again, n almost a year too i watch that harrashments, my hearts often wanna scream out loud. well i prefer being outsider rather than see my faher went pshyco again, whenever it happens i feel like what unthanksfull person I am! my father was better, but u were a bad girl, why not u be nice? why u often lied ur parents? u must respect them, where r u when everything was allright?
This pains of the probs ,, hmm just fucked up, study for the final national exams while i got probs that made me frustated so much, father screamed, father angry with no reason, my friends just took advantes bout me, classmates cheat on me mostly at English class, finally my mom got out of our house for 2 weeks. After his phsyco my father didnt remember what he did, uhmm i was mad on him tho, he just talked bwt sh*t that my mom was impatient wife, not understand her husband etc in my mind " who could be patient if u keep doing harrash thing to ur wife? plz dont be like this anymore!"
In my complicated probs, a junior high classmate asked me to join the business that he n many friends build seriously, yeah its MLM, ppl seem to underistimate this business anyway, its not like MLM that u kno, coz we focus to make ppl success, not much money but bad atittude, but really success, i sold my fav posessive to join the business, the school business is awesome, we had such self development its the most important , not money, ppl think about money, but we think bwt self development, that teach us about 'what u ll do for ur future? just go to school n uni , n u aint really focus study but hang out with friends have fun, spend all ur parents; money? after that graduated in uni, then look for a job that u ll find it difficult to get a job? how if ur parents passed away b4 u get a job? do ur best for ppl that u love plz! ur mom gave birth to u , she even put life on the line. n u just have fun , spend her money? come on u have to put ur life onthe line too for her!' eww this was just awesome, true motivators, i did presentation almost everyday i enjoyed the positive environments too. It has been some monhts maybe, but after i graduated my mom took me to go out too, yeah i should leave the business too maybe, i aint sure i still wanna be in, but.. how if my father found me? Let God tells me what best for me :).
Living without my father is much better, last week my mom n I went back to home n we lived there just 1week, he was still the pshyco, i didnt know my father real character anymore, for me the real father just passed away, my father is nice, not cruel, 1 week we lived there, i felt strange too, i wanna live with my mom only, and now we left him again, i even dont wanna meet him anymore, unless he changes, but still i ll have the strange feelings again i guess. I hope i ll get new peacefull live, n sometime i m worried coz what they did when i was 3 y o, i m worried if my future husband doesnt believe me n think i m a bad girl, u know like paris hilton , someone that i dont like so bad, until now it seems boys always tricked me or something, is it a cursed? i dont know.. i have many trauma with boys, i just need a guy that care about me, n Thanks God coz of u i m a stronger girl compare with in the past, i hope i ll face all my problems, n sure just one thing that i want PEACEFULL.
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